Episode Summary:
In one of her most vulnerable episodes yet, Catherine opens up about questioning and ultimately transforming her deeply held religious beliefs. From her strict Catholic upbringing to searching the Bible for a way out of her marriage, she reveals how Google became her unexpected lifeline — and how she discovered a more personal, loving faith that allowed her to live authentically without fear of eternal punishment.
💬 What You’ll Hear
- Religious Foundations: Growing up with Jewish, Mormon, and Catholic influences in a deeply structured household
- The Sacred Marriage Trap: How the concept of mortal sin kept her feeling bound by duty and shame
- Searching for an Exit: Reading Scripture daily, desperate to find freedom beyond the belief that only death could release her
- Google as Savior: How simple searches became her lifeline toward clarity, autonomy, and truth
- Faith vs. Freedom: The internal tug-of-war between religious obligation and personal liberation
- Catholic Friends’ Advice: The well-meaning counsel that told her there was “merit in suffering” — and how she chose otherwise
- The First Night Alone: The counselor’s words that led to a powerful moment of peace and self-discovery
- Newfound Spirituality: Discovering a faith that’s personal, nonjudgmental, and rooted in love instead of fear
✨ Takeaway
“I thought I was walking away from God — but I was really walking toward the version of Him that had been waiting for me all along.”
⚖️ Disclaimer
These stories are mine — told through my eyes, my lens, and my lived experience. Each person moves through life in their own way. I own these stories, and I share them to inspire us all to live truthfully, freely, and as our most authentic selves.
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Theme Song Written and Composed by Trevor Lynch and Michaela Dennis and recorded by Trevor Lynch in Chicago IL
Photo: Baumgardner Studio Yakima, WA
Production:
Red Trux Productions Snohomish, WA
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