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The Messy Middle

The Messy Middle

Episode 11 · · 17:27

Catherine closes out her personal series with an honest look at “the messy middle”—the in-between chapter that sits after the hardest seasons and before the next expansive one. She s...

What I Need

What I Need

Episode 10 · · 21:42

In this episode, Catherine reflects on what it means to tell your story without turning someone else into the villain. As listeners ask for more “details” about her past, she explain...

Mining Miracles

Mining Miracles

Episode 9 · · 21:31

Catherine introduces “mining for miracles” as a daily practice of training your attention toward what’s good—especially in a world that can feel heavy, sarcastic, or stuck in complai...

Revising the Story

Revising the Story

Episode 8 · · 20:45

Catherine dives into the power of “revising the story”—the internal narrative that quietly shapes what you believe is possible for your body, your money, your relationships, and your...

Regrets and Reflections

Regrets and Reflections

Episode 7 · · 22:09

Catherine reflects on regret through a compassionate lens—less “what I should’ve done” and more “what I wish I could lovingly tell my younger self.” She shares a grounding quote abou...

Children

Children

Episode 6 · · 20:32

Catherine answers the question people react to most—why she chose to have seven children while living in poverty. With humor and honesty, she walks through early motherhood, the chao...

Policing Era

Policing Era

Episode 5 · · 20:07

Catherine dives into her "policing era" - a time when she believed she was right about everything and everyone else was wrong. From picketing to lecturing friends about their life ch...

Love

Love

Episode 4 · · 32:42

Catherine opens up about love in its many forms - from the exhausting performance-based love of her past to the transformative power of being loved "just because." She vulnerably sha...

God, Google, and My Newfound Faith

God, Google, and My Newfound Faith

Episode 3 · · 13:33

Episode Summary:In one of her most vulnerable episodes yet, Catherine opens up about questioning and ultimately transforming her deeply held religious beliefs. From her strict Cathol...

Mustaches, Orthotics, and Diets

Mustaches, Orthotics, and Diets

Episode 2 · · 13:47

Episode Summary:In this raw and relatable episode, Catherine opens up about the early insecurities that shaped her self-image — from mustache teasing in the cafeteria to size 11 orth...

The Sweater Metaphor

The Sweater Metaphor

Episode 1 · · 29:04

Episode Summary:In this deeply personal and powerful premiere episode, Catherine introduces herself and the profound metaphor that changed everything — realizing her sweater, and her...

Backward Sweater Trailer!

Backward Sweater Trailer!

Trailer · · 01:31

Meet Catherine - a 59-year-old mother of seven and Gigi of three who spent decades feeling like something was just... off. Itchy. Uncomfortable. Wrong.Until she discovered her life's...